Well, let's see... It's been a REALLY fucking long time since I've been on here. According to my last entry's date, it's been over a year! I guess you could say that life just sort of took over for awhile. I'm not even gonna try to catch you up on everything that's happened between the last time I posted & now, cause that'd take way too long. I'll give you some cliff notes, tho. And an update on the most recent situation...

[x] I was living with my parents last time I was on here, I think?

[x] Well, I got back together with my ex, Richard

[x] Moved in with him at his mom's house
[-] I can't stand our roommate, Chris....he's 36 years old and living on the floor of our bedroom. He doesn't have a job (only works every now and then thru a furniture company), no ID, his truck has been run down for almost a year now, I think, with him repeatedly jacking money out of his own mother saying it's to help get his truck running when he really just blows through the money on BULLSHIT. All he does is bitch, whine, complain about the fact that his life is shitty, yet he never REALLY does anything to change it. He's a pathetic waste of space and he needs to get the hell out.

[x] The girl I used to call my best friend (Jessica) does not talk to me anymore. I guess it's just one of those friendships that fell apart cause we were going such different ways in our lives, I guess?

[x] Got a new brother-figure & best friend. Jon & Reba. Jon's my man's oldest friend from high school & Reba's his wife. They're both really amazing!!

[x] I'm engaged! to the most wonderful man on the face of the earth, no matter what anyone else may think/say <3

[x] And pregnant! I'm about 22 weeks (5 & a half months) along now <3 It's a boy! We're both really excited!! No names picked out so far, tho

[x] I haven't worked a job since Jan when I quit my sales associate job at Forever 21 due to a really SUPER nuerotic manager, I'm starting to feel really useless lately. I mean, I do things around the house, but it doesn't seem like enough. Especially with the problems that Richard's been having lately with his job & lack of payment *sigh* So, I've been thinking about, despite the fact that I'm 5 & a half months pregnant, going to try to find a job. Something easy, like working a drive thru window somewhere, unless I can get a receptionist job somewhere through a temp agency. My best figuring is...any contribution to the money he & I are making is better than the none at all status I'm currently sitting at, right? Even if I'm working part time and only 3 days a week. I could work on mostly saving money while he takes care of our basic monetary needs, right?

[x] I'm going back to school soon, too! Finally got something I think might be a descent career and I'll be done in 2 months. I'll be a certified pharmachy technitian once it's all said and done! :D

[x]I'm still a total pothead, though not so much while I'm pregnant. I miss drinking (I wanna get drunk so bad!!) and pregnant or not, I'm not popping pills like I used to. I still want some tabs. Rollin' balls when the baby's born & I can do it--and no, I won't have the baby with me, my mom will watch the baby & be under the impression I'm getting wasted because I don't get to drink on my 21st birthday!!

[x] Oh! That's another thing!!! My birthday is April 27th. And I'll be 21 and have to have a dry birthday! How sad :( not like I've never drank before, but...I'd be able to buy it for me!!! lol Oh well. That's what my fiancee's birthday is for :D

I think that pretty much covers everything big and major that's happened lately. Thanks!!! if you read through it all and comment :) Means a lot to me, really.